Adam Josh: Brog

Do you feel that? It can't just be me can it? Things are changing. People are getting weirder. Time doesn't feel right anymore. I passed out last night after watching the movie Contraband, and then woke up today at 2:15pm. That's 14 hours sleep. I don't even know what to say.

I checked my website traffic today, something I haven't done since my birthday. December was a booming month here at adamjosh.com. I had some strange dreams. In one I was taking shots, in another I was showering with my ex. It was all very strange. I don't drink anymore so having dreams about drinking is predictable yet still upsetting.

Knowing that you influence people is an odd feeling. Knowing that people look up to you and think your opinion matters, that people want to know what you think, knowing that people you admire actually admire you as well - it's something I'm still getting used to. I appreciate everyone who takes the time to read this, I'm thankful for every person out there who takes interest in the things I do. I don't really know what else to say. I don't do the things I do because I want your attention or because I want you to buy anything from me. I have a job that pays me well and I actually enjoy filming and making music. I don't need to be paid to do it and I don't need a million people screaming my name to feel good about myself or to sleep well at night. I have a little bit different outlook on life, in that I believe everything we do is already being recorded, so there's no harm in recording whatever you enjoy recording, no harm in sharing whatever you want to share. That, and I plan on looking back on all this in 10 years and having a laugh. With that said, here's the latest +Him.

These are pretty easy for me to film and produce, and aren't stressing me out or anything negative, so I'll probably keep them coming, along with The Brog, and whatever else happens to cross my mind. I've been filming music and other random things for over 10 years now, so this is nothing new really.